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So these past few weeks have been insane. I've been working crazy hours, I went to a carnival with my boyfriend, I saw my twin graduate high school and my best friend of all time Amelie was sent to the hospital for personal reasons. But with every storm there is a silver lining, Amelie is moving in with me on a more permanent basis, she needs to be with a stable family and her dad being a pilot is always moving around so this will be an indefinitet change. I know for awhile it will drive me completely mad to share my lil room but after awhile i know it will be fantastic. We will get to live like sisters and I actually will still be able to have my own life like still run off with ryan and my separate friends as will she.
She moves in tomorrow and I am really really excited blast i wish i didn't have to go to work >_>
She moves in tomorrow and I am really really excited blast i wish i didn't have to go to work >_>
Been Super Busy
So its been way too long since i've been on deviant art. I never stopped writing i just write in my notebooks more then anywhere else. Soooo updates? XP
My best friend and i are going to san diego in July, to san diego comic con, the biggest pop culture event of the year. We are so excited, we are still figuring out what cosplays to wear. I'm excited to get back to working on costumes, i've missed crafting quite alot.
I'm teaching a new group of witchlings, they are so eager to learn and some of the most surprising people who asked to be taught, I never intended to teach witchcraft again but i was shocked when my friends approached me.
Now you're gone
At the young age of 54 my best friend my mommy my everything passed away on sunday. It was sudden and unexpected, i miss her so much. We have been coping as well as expected, i just wish we could have bad more time.
I love you mommy.
Life goes on.
Who would have thought after all this time i would be okay again? My girlfriend helps alot as does our Ryu. My best friends have helped me breathe again and also immersing myself into my religion has aided me. I saw Him today and it scared me. My hands shook and i felt like a panic attack was coming on but my girl called me and left a voicemail that made me smile. One day at a time i can do this.
In june i am flying to orlando for a vacation and i am hunting for a new job. My life is just begun and i wont let it slow down. That bastard has no control not anymore.
I Am Okay
So much has happened since I last wrote on this blog, school swiftly took over my life and my shifts at work have been getting longer with each passing day. For a time Ryan and I danced around the idea of getting back together, he kept me dangling rather cruelly till the very last second. When he admitted to loving her my friend, it was the final straw. He had told me he loved only me and wanted me back, when he said not more then a day later he loved her and told me her fiance and her had broken up. (It was a open relationship.) I saw red, and for the first time since this all began i lost my temper. I Threw his ring at him and yelled rather
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aw, i hope your friend feels better! 
but wow that sounds pretty cool, to have your best friend to move in with you!!
good luck~
but wow that sounds pretty cool, to have your best friend to move in with you!!
good luck~