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In my dreams you are alive,
In my memories you live forever,
When i sleep i see it again,
The day you passed away,
I'm pushing on your chest,
Push life into your lungs,
Begging your eyes to open,
If only one more time,
I never got to say goodbye,
I never saw this coming,
We spoke of the day you would die before,
And I always thought you were forever,
You'd cry at my wedding,
And hold my first child,
Milestones ripped away,
On that awful day,
I'll never see you smile again,
I'll never see your face,
I drive past places we went together,
And I cry,
I cry everyday,
Everytime i beg you to come home,
So we can lie in bed together,
And you can run your hands through my hair,
I'd listen as you told me stories,
Of when you lived without a care,
I'd stay home forever,
Take care of you when life gets you down,
If it met you'd be alive with me,
If it met we could still be a family,
Now you haunt my nightmares,
You slip into my dreams,
I know you don't mean to be there,
But everyday I live my life,
And every night when I sleep,
I relive the day you died,
My voice is hoarse with screaming,
As I beg you to come back to me,
But in my dreams you are alive,
In my memories you live forever,
And when I go to meet you in the sky,
I hope we can be together.
Every Night
Eight months ago my mom passed away, I performed CPR trying to save her and while i've been holding my family together since then, silently i am tortured by the memory of feeling her slip away. 
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So its been way too long since i've been on deviant art. I never stopped writing i just write in my notebooks more then anywhere else. Soooo updates? XP 
My best friend and i are going to san diego in July, to san diego comic con, the biggest pop culture event of the year. We are so excited, we are still figuring out what cosplays to wear. I'm excited to get back to working on costumes, i've missed crafting quite alot. 
I'm teaching a new group of witchlings, they are so eager to learn and some of the most surprising people who asked to be taught, I never intended to teach witchcraft again but i was shocked when my friends approached me. 
My gorgeous cuzzy Dana had her baby back in september and i am so in love with his little face, i'm hoping to see her in october or maybe next summer. 
I just started a new full time job taking care of developmentally disabled adults, its a good paying job though i do hope i wont be doing it too long. it takes alot of your soul out of you, and after being a caretaker my entire life it can be draining. 
This summer i'm getting a tattoo with Karolina and i am so pumped, it will be my first tattoo, first of many :D in the meantime i've been thinking of piercing my ears more. 

I am way too obsessed with Shadowhunters/The Mortal Instruments/Books by cassandra clare, harry potter, dc comics and books. Not much has changed in that haha. 

I dont have many friends because the one who messed with me i've cut off, but the ones i have are the best. Anyway i hope to be around more. Cheers. 
  • Listening to: The Dream Thieves (Audiobook)
  • Eating: Greek Chicken
  • Drinking: Budlight Straw-berita

Leave me in the dust
See if I care
As my heart turns to rust
And I run out of air
I'll remember all the times you forgot
And how you left my soul to rot
So i'll move on and stop expecting
All the same things and respecting
What fate has in store
Because I have no time to wait for you.
At the young age of 54 my best friend my mommy my everything passed away on sunday. It was sudden and unexpected, i miss her so much. We have been coping as well as expected, i just wish we could have bad more time.

I love you mommy.
So its been way too long since i've been on deviant art. I never stopped writing i just write in my notebooks more then anywhere else. Soooo updates? XP 
My best friend and i are going to san diego in July, to san diego comic con, the biggest pop culture event of the year. We are so excited, we are still figuring out what cosplays to wear. I'm excited to get back to working on costumes, i've missed crafting quite alot. 
I'm teaching a new group of witchlings, they are so eager to learn and some of the most surprising people who asked to be taught, I never intended to teach witchcraft again but i was shocked when my friends approached me. 
My gorgeous cuzzy Dana had her baby back in september and i am so in love with his little face, i'm hoping to see her in october or maybe next summer. 
I just started a new full time job taking care of developmentally disabled adults, its a good paying job though i do hope i wont be doing it too long. it takes alot of your soul out of you, and after being a caretaker my entire life it can be draining. 
This summer i'm getting a tattoo with Karolina and i am so pumped, it will be my first tattoo, first of many :D in the meantime i've been thinking of piercing my ears more. 

I am way too obsessed with Shadowhunters/The Mortal Instruments/Books by cassandra clare, harry potter, dc comics and books. Not much has changed in that haha. 

I dont have many friends because the one who messed with me i've cut off, but the ones i have are the best. Anyway i hope to be around more. Cheers. 
  • Listening to: The Dream Thieves (Audiobook)
  • Eating: Greek Chicken
  • Drinking: Budlight Straw-berita

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TheReticChick Featured By Owner Sep 25, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you for the :+fav: :heart:
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alternativejunkie Featured By Owner Sep 3, 2015
Hey Nicole! :D Thanks for the fave on my Bellamy artwork! Much appreciated :floating:
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thank you so much for the fave!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
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thanks for fav ^^
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DylanSeto Featured By Owner Jul 7, 2014  Student Artist
Hey~~

Just wanted to thank you for the fave!

Also, since I'm currently focusing on music, I was wondering if you'd be interested in supporting me in that endeavor of mine?

If you are, I can link you to where you can find that stuff!
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Thanks for faving!
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BevanMaria Featured By Owner Jan 1, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the watch!
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Tithoyie Featured By Owner Nov 16, 2013  Hobbyist Artist
Thank you for the fav :)
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Thank for the fave. If you are interested in my works, please follow me/like on facebook. www.facebook.com/xKage.no.Hika…
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silver37 Featured By Owner Sep 28, 2013
Thank you so much for the fav! :D
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